I feel like the, the, the first years when, the first two years, three years that she passed away, I felt like she was there. But, I feel like she's now where she needs to be. You know what I mean? Like. I'm very big on dreams, you know? I, I love dreams and stuff. And I do think that dreams have meaning.

And I think the last time I dreamt about her was, like, a year ago. And it was kind of bizarre because it was like, I was like, inside this bus. And it was, like, in the middle of the night. It was kind of dark. And she was in the bus, and, and she was telling me that, that she was like, that she was, like, leaving or something? And she asked me if I wanted to leave with her. And I was like, oh, no, Grandma. Like, I'm not ready to leave yet, you know? And then I think that was the last, the last time I ever saw her, like, in a dream. And then she left and I, I got down from the bus.

I don't, I didn’t know who the people in the bus were, they were just like random people. But she seemed okay. So, I think she's where she needs to be. I, I don't know what happens after life or any of that, but, you know, this, this dream gave me some type of, like, comfort in a way that she's, you know, doing well. Yeah.